《這款ㄟ囝仔》創作論述： 自我療癒的創作實踐

Abstract

本作品紀錄家人對患有腦性麻痺的弟弟無私的付出與照護，用影片呈現以阿嬤為首的家人，如何努力、認真地面對不幸與殘缺。創作過程同時作為自我療癒的實踐方式，本人藉此過程重新獲得勇氣與面對遺憾的信心。\n在拍攝手法上，主要採取參與模式（The Participatory Mode）紀錄家人與弟弟相處的情形，呈現家屬努力不懈的奮鬥精神。期盼透過作品，觀眾能夠打破對身心障礙群體及其家屬單一且刻板的淒苦印象，肯定家屬們的努力，並且理解病患與家屬之間緊密、雙向與互助的情感聯繫。 \n本創作論述提供創作的背景與動機，關於敘事治療、疾病、照護、紀錄片類型的文獻探討，以及創作內容說明。

This film records my family’s wholehearted devotion to my little brother with cerebral palsy. It reveals how my grandmother and family members fight with the misfortune and transcend it. As a practice of self-healing, I obtain courage and confidence to face the trauma that has been buried in my mind since my little brother became disabled through the whole process.\nI apply the“Participatory Mode”of documentary to record how my little brother and my family live their lives to reveal their unyielding spirit. I hope this film can change the stereotypical impressions of the disabled and their families in the society and let people truly understand the tight inter-subjective bonds between the disabled and their families.\nThe thesis declares my motives and story background of this creation in the first part. It then reviews the literary writings about self-healing, cerebral palsy, family caregiving, and documentary directing. In the third part, I explain all the treatment of my film.